so i'm still awake, right. typical, yeah. what are my other choices when i can't sleep? clearing my head this way may help ease this insomnia i'm going through now.
whatever people say, summer is passing us by too quickly. even then, people say things like, "oh, we still have a month and a half left" or something like that. summer is just a season. break-- you mean-- is still running strong.
i have maybe a couple of weeks (give or take a few days) here in anaheim. i then leave for japan, where i'll be pleasantly living everyday, but missing all my friends so dearly. from there, straight to davis, it looks like. and then there will be no more friday outings, bus rides to competitions, and being in the bandroom just-for-the-hell-of-it days.
i'm starting to wonder why i decided to attend a college so far away from where i call home. i guess the answer to that can only be found once the dormitories open and i situate myself to college life. experience is a merciless teacher, you know? but man, he's good.
the sky is changind colors. no longer is it dark outside. man... looks like an all-nighter. again. the blue in the sky is steadily turning a lighter hue by the minute. and i have to be somewhere by 8am. right.
but because summer is still about to give the best of days, i guess worrying won't do me good. just enjoy.
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